Friday, July 15, 2011


I know that I said I was going to take a break before, but this time I mean it. I'm sure that Lily Ruth will continue to do amazing things like composing her first song ("I'll be right back. Gonna get some juice" - repeat until you fall asleep), remembering things that you told her three weeks ago and deciding that she really does need to go back to bed since she can't listen to Mama... but my heart is broken right now, and I need time to re-boot.

Our baby stopped growing about a month ago. My pregnancy is over.

Thank you for all of your love and support. We can hug later.


  1. DAMNIT! Damnit Damnit Damnit. Fucking Damnit. I can't think of anything better to say. Fuck.

  2. I am so sorry Rachel - will call you later! I love you - kitts

  3. I think GMT said it best. I am so sorry. My heart is breaking. *Hugs*

  4. Oh Rachel. Wrapping you in all the love I have.